My great aunt just died :(?

my great aunt just died in the hospital a few days ago she's my grandma's sister and she was younger than my grandma, i'm a christian she had that thing where her spine was in an S shape completely couldn't walk, well the nurses at the nursing home would not clean her correctly so she ended up with two bed sores and newmonea however you spell it sorry anyway she lost her voice in the process one night it finally hit me she's very close to dieing so i prayed hard and said God i know what you can do no matter how bad the situation you can change it and make her walk and breathe correctly and even fix her spine but after that i had a feeling and i knew she was going to die and she did and when i get that feeling i say to myself if it's her time it's her time everything happens for a reason but i'm not that upset it's like a random person i don't know died and i don't care but i do care i've known her all my life and i love her but i think the reason she died was to bring great relief to my grandma because of this whole situation that was going on she wasn't eating she was worried very much going back and forth from city to city just to keep an eye on her and the nurses but is there something wrong with me not feeling like crying or sulking over her? (i apologize for spelling and typing just a quick question)